My monthly project is progressing, although slower than I expected. I think I need to babysit it more in order for it to happen.
I have taken to writing thank you cards once a week to a few people. I think it is funny that people almost always contact me back and thank me for sending them a “thank you.” I have flirted with the idea of sending out a thank you card for thanking them for thanking me. OK, I would never do that. When they call I think “Hey, you can thank me for sending you a ‘thank you.’ That erases the thank you.”
In reality, I am happy that they are calling. My mind just jumps around to funny semi-sarcastic thoughts all the time. I don’t do it because I am cynical or mean. My mind is always just entertaining itself in the background.
I have realized through this that thankfulness begets thankfulness. People read the card and their response is to say “thank you” for me thanking them. Mother Theresa once said “We don’t have to reach the whole world. If half the world was loving the other half, then everyone would be being loved.” I like that. If I can be the most thankful person I possibly can, then the people around me will be more thankful. If they are thankful, then the people around them are affected, and on down the line. Like a pebble in a pond, the ripples could reach the whole pool.
I want to reach the whole pond, but I really need to pay more attention to me being more thankful. After all, I am doing this because I get frustrated at how much we (me and most people around me) pay attention to the failures around them. Psychology calls it the Fundamental Accountability Error. Every schoolboy knows how it works. When a fly ball goes into right field and the fielder has to dive to catch it. He gets up and says “I am an awesome fielder.” If he misses the catch, it is “The sun was in my eyes.”
That kind of thinking is what causes us to have an entitlement mentality. This error makes us focus on others failures and what we deserve. It is the opposite of thankfulness. It is sin. Although I fall prey to this law of psychological tendency just as much as anyone else, I am trying to burn it out of me. That is part of my prayer. Please pray for me in this regard. –Ryan